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BELOW MiLE ZERO
Cre8tve 1
Published By Cre8tve1 Corporation, 2405 Staples Ave., Key West FL 33040
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This novel is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents are the product of the author’s imagination or are used fictionally. Any resemblance to actual events, locales, or persons, living or dead, is coincidental.
ISBN 0-9789237-0-7
Copyright © 2008 by Brooke Babineau
All rights reserved.
Printed in the United States of America
Acknowledgements
This book is dedicated with love and gratitude to June Cridland Babineau, partner, wife, lover, spiritual guide, and friend;
to Sola, who believed and gave me the courage to believe;
to Samuel (Sy) Krinsky, the father I would have wished for, whose encouragement kept me going;
and to the community of Key West, where dreams are the stuff of life.
Author’s Note
Other than a greater degree of comfort and familiarity with advancing technologies, people have not evolved; there are no new emotions; love, hate, fear and desire continue to shape our destiny.
Foreword
BELOW
MiLE
ZER0
(A novel of Key West)
Brooke
Babineau
People who like this sort of thing
will find this the sort of thing they like.
- Abraham Lincoln
In this world a man must be either
anvil or hammer.
- Henry Wadsworth Longfellow
- Robert Louis Stevenson
I remember—I use the term loosely—driving non-stop, fueled mostly by Scotch and cocaine. The need that carried me across three states, an inexplicably compelling need, was to see the Art Deco district of Miami Beach. For what purpose, as I crossed the Florida State line, I no longer recalled, though it had seemed supremely important when I’d set out. Given my nearly hallucinatory state, I was amazed to find myself still in one piece and nearing my goal. That is, until the Alligator Alley Parkway threw me headlong into a confusion of interchanges, turnpikes and cloverleaves. Using the rather limited deductive powers at my command, reasoning; since Miami was on the southeastern tip of the mainland and I was traveling east then, naturally, I had to turn right and go to the end of the road. The next major signage announced Homestead and Key Largo. The former I'd never heard of, the latter was the title of a pretty good 'Bogie-Bacall’ movie. Mentally I shrugged and said, "Why not?" After all, it really didn't matter where I was going, only that I was going.
Mourning the loss of a business, a friend, and the only woman I’d ever loved, my one-man wake, most of it on auto-pilot, had begun two days earlier, on the first day of Mardi Gras, when I discovered that my good friend and office manager, Bobby, had put our company up his nose.
We'd managed acts; primarily club bands and dancers. I'd been content to live on the road, babysitting players and romancing club owners while Bobby ran the office, doing the bookings and cooking the books. Every night since Nicole's death was spent in pursuit of oblivion, so I was more numb than surprised when L'Angousette's bill collector found me.
The air at Le Clubbe Jazz Hott was thick and steamy as a cauldron of jambalaya, the band was cooking, and I was immersed in the humid press of flesh. The promise of sex throbbed to the primal beat of Cajun rhythms. Smashed, as usual, I was immune to the flashy crowd of hedonists lush with feral women on the prowl. As I made my way toward the stage door, when the crowd parted and something large loomed in front of me. Nearly seven feet tall and almost as big around, Gordo would have made a good wall. Two things convinced me to follow him; the first, my reluctance to make a scene in the crowded nightclub that was a place of business; the second, Gordo's nerve-killing grip. His hand clenched my upper arm as easily as a normal human might grasp the handle of a baseball bat—the word normal had probably never been associated with this guy or with his owner, Pierre Auguste L'Angousette.
Langouste, a French corruption of his name, or the Lobster, as he was called on the street—though, never to his face—was someone you didn’t screw around with and live to brag about it, at least not in one piece. I'd had history with him. None of it had been good. If Bobby'd let Langouste get his hooks so deeply into the business that his leg breaker had been sent around to collect directly from me, then there probably wasn't much left.
Pinned against the sweaty walls of the men's room, wondering if I'd leave with two functioning knees, the message was short and to the point: Twenty-four hours to make good on my partner's debts.A message was being sent but it wasn’t about money, it was a different kind of debt. Gordo's obligatory "or else" gave me a cold, hollow feeling in the pit of my stomach exactly the size and shape of his fist, so I did what any sane person would have done under similar circumstances. The evening was a liquor-sodden blur of leering faces and rundown places, which reinforced the futility of trying to prevent my already tenuous world from further crumbling to pieces.
Sometime after four I stumbled back to the suite of rooms in the Vieux Carré, which served as the agency's office and provided a convenient, though seldom-used pied-à-terre when I wasn't on the road. Sleep was out of the question. I sat on the balcony listening to the rain, thinking, remembering:
Twenty-three when I got married, I was a kid, really And much, much too young. We'd gotten along beautifully during the one-year engagement, mostly because I was blissfully unaware there was an agenda in place.I was in love, mostly with the idea of being in love. Francesca— "...pronounced: Fran-sess-ka, not –chess-ka..." —was in love, too. She loved the idea of being the first of her high-school clique to get a husband. Being first was very important. However, once the deed was done and it dawned on her—rocket scientist that she was—that I was quite happy designing, building, and riding custom motorcycles and not in using my Fine Arts degree to climb any sort of ladder, either social or—according to her—evolutionary, she left. In so doing, Francesca scored again; seeking the deliciously daring status accrued to a divorcée.
During the hearing, the lawyers had had a ball getting her to talk about the abuse she'd never experienced. The judge had gotten his jollies watching her show where her imaginary bruises had been.
It wasn’t all bad; I finally won her approval for the "filthy, dirty, little motorcycle business" I'd built up from nothing when she saw the amount of the settlement that landed in her lap. To pay my way out of that den of thieves, I'd had to sell everything: shop, tools, the inventory of parts and bikes, and the house I’d inherited when my parents died in a head-on with a drunk driver. Thankfully, they missed the fireworks.
According to the people who make up aphorisms: misery loves company. The only thing I wanted, after the feeding frenzy, was to run as far as possible from everyone and everything. With running came the wildness. I didn't realize it then but I was running from myself, and in the process I began to find myself.
Given my predilection for sticking my nose where it didn’t belong and an affinity for the unusual and truly bizarre, it wasn’t long before I discovered that a coal-eyed Cajun princess had permanently perched herself on the back of my bike and in my heart. A ‘dancer’ by profess-ion, Nicole was the most beautiful woman I'd ever seen. Not stilt-legged, cool and untouchable like a fashion model, but beautiful in the manner of real flesh and blood women, she did things to me that still get me hard when I think about her, which, regrettably, is most every night.
The first thing "Nikki" taught me was not to drag my knuckles when I walked. Once I'd grasped that concept she then eased me into learning about entertainers and entertainment as a business. I mourned selling the bike, seeing my escape route vanish, but the seed money it provided had been necessary to give the business a fair start. Over the next five years we built one of the best independent operations in the state. We weren't big but we had the prettiest women and the hottest bands. Everyone knew, loved, and respected Nicole.
"The personal touch, Cher," Nicole used to insist, "is more important than anything else.” She believed that we had to be there for our clients and customers alike. It was solely because of her, her caring and her great, good heart that our clients became family. It was people first, and the money really did take care of itself.
March 1, 1992:
Tap City! Other than the slender roll in my pocket and the classic '64 Continental convertible around the corner, I was at ground zero. The smiling vulture behind the Service counter in my bank had cheerfully snipped my credit cards into little pieces while I stood there wondering how I'd been so blind. A hot needle of agony stitched a thread of knots above my left eye. I needed anesthetic. I needed a drink
In the office, sipping Johnny Walker Black Label from the bottle, staring at the posters on the walls, I was seeing that one tiny room—all we could afford—lit by her enthusiasm. Her eyes bright with a vision of what the future could bring, so real that she’d convinced me it could be. Anything had seemed possible...then
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Numb from the neck—both down and up—I may not have consciously understood that I was in Key West. What I do remember is wandering through quaint pastel neighborhoods, being waved to by strangers as they wobbled down lumpy roads on fat-tired bicycles, singing aloud from the sheer joy of being alive in a tropical paradise. The mood was infectious. I must have performed a familiar ritual because passersby cheered when I pressed my lips to the worn center of the Mile Zero. The sign on the corner of Whitehead and Fleming Streets marked the ‘End’ of Route 1. Across Whitehead was the ‘Begin’ sign.
Needing to discover what Nirvana must surely lay hidden there I crossed Fleming. What followed was a succession of crowded water-ing holes where I was so well liked that I quickly grew an entourage of kindred spirits, which multiplied as my spendthrift tour progressed ever deeper below Mile Zero.
One of the pieces of paper stuffed into my hand was a voucher for a free meal. The mere thought of food was violently repellant; I was perspiring pure alcohol, my mouth tasted like something left on the road for dead, and the hydraulic vise grinding my brain rendered any attempt at human speech or thought virtually impossible. My bene-factor, a fast-talking, church lady, had steadfastly waited for me, the last "unfortunate" from the morning's docket. In addition to the meal ticket, she had a program for me that included counseling, job assist-ance, and "...a golden opportunity to take responsibility for (my) life by accepting Jesus into my heart as my one true Savior."
Despite her obvious sincerity, I couldn't help notice the involunt-ary wrinkling of her nose at my proximity. In the growing heat of the day, I didn't want to be standing that close to me.
I jammed the giveaways into an unfamiliar pocket, mumbling a promise to go and see about the job right away. ¾ I would have promised anything to escape the churning noises my insides were making not to mention the shrill scrape of her voice across the vast and tender galaxy of my hangover.¾ Pursuing me down the court-house steps, as I went in search of a drink to steady my nerves, she called out that there'd be a cot saved for me at the Men's Shelter. The well-disguised looks of envy I received from a hunting pack of lawyers confirmed that I really had it made. Lucky me!
The papers and my promises went into a trash basket on the corner.
I got maybe a foot inside the cool oasis of the Green Parrot saloon before the bartender hollered, grabbed a baseball bat and chased me back out into the street. I was just as quickly shooed away from the next bar I looked like I might try to enter. Unlike the other night, this was a completely new reality. All alone on a crowded street everyone saw me, but none would look at me save to ensure avoiding contact.
Surrounded by sleek stiletto heels and patent leather pumps, a grimy, disheveled creature with a patchy beard and wild hair stared back at me from the the store window. Inside, the clerk looked like he was reaching for a gun.
Beset by images of men on street corners with spray bottles and squeegees, will-work-for-food signs and cardboard boxes for homes, men with loss in their eyes, men I had ignored, I wept openly while pawing through the trash basket desperate to find those precious slips of paper.
Every step of the four miles from the candy-colored antiquity of Key West, over the Cow Key Channel Bridge to Stock Island, was a purgatory.
Once, I'd heard a joke about how falling from a tall building didn't hurt...it was the sudden deceleration at the bottom. I wasn't laughing. My fall had not been from a very great height but it had been unbelievably quick and the impact had been shattering. The worst part was knowing that it was my fault. I could have saved Bobby from his fate and me from mine, if I had had the guts to take control of the business after Nicole's death. Instead, I had gone into hiding. I was good at hiding. Road trips, nightclubs, concerts; with enough drugs and liquor to keep reality at bay, it was easy to hide.
I would've killed for a shooter of Wild Turkey...anything to numb the pain.
Half out of my head from heat and hangover, dying of thirst and near exhaustion, I hobbled down a desolate dead-end road on Stock Island, beyond a decayed dog racing track, past Alex’ auto wreckers. Mangroves, stinking, mosquito-laden, crowded in on the right. On my left, three junkyard brawlers snarled at me through barbed wire. There was more value in the rusted and gutted wrecks behind the fence than the one inside tattered rags I was wearing.
An insistent honking woke me from my mutterings. Reeling down the middle of the road. I turned around, stuck out my thumb and got my first sight of Charlie. ¾ Cabs of Japanese pickup trucks were never designed for something that big, few things are.
Stopping beside me with the engine running, he stated, "There's nothing down that road.” I heard the implied "for you" in the tone of his voice.
Scrabbling for the do-gooder's chit in my pocket, I held it out to him in a shaking hand, explaining that I had business out there, that I had a job at a salvage company located at the end of this very road.
Refusing to touch it, he looked at the stained and wrinkled scrap of paper. I saw his eyebrows arch in disbelief. There was a skeptical half-smile stretched across his round face and a challenge in the steely-blue eyes surrounded by webs of sun-scorched lines.
"I need a whole man, not a half-drunk.” He grunted a sour chuckle.
The crushing despair, seeing my last chance vanish before my eyes caused something to snap. There was a crackling, sizzling pop somewhere inside my head. My vision blurred to red. The next thing I knew I was trying to drag a man twice my size through the window of his truck. I must have passed out because I next found myself lying flat on my back with him towering over me—he would have towered if I'd been standing, but from that angle he looked twelve feet tall.
"You either got guts or brain damage. I'm not sure which," he said in a thoughtful Virginian drawl then laughed; this time it was with genuine humor. "Bubba, if you want work bad enough to tackle me then work you'll git.” Gesturing over his shoulder with his thumb. "In the back. ‘Til we can get you smelling a damn-sight better that's where you ride”
Unsure what I was in for—but knowing that riding was infinitely preferable to walking—I scrambled aboard fitting myself into a small corner amid a rusty jumble of cables, tools and odd machine parts.
It was from that vantage that my new life appeared as we rounded the last curve in the road.
Inside a tall chain-link fence topped with rolled razor wire, five fuel tanks, each as big as a house, framed the gateway, Faded logos on their rusty white exteriors admitted that they had, in better days, owed allegiance to Gulf Oil.
Ringed with water on three sides, the spit of land was almost a quarter mile long and nearly three hundred yards at its widest. Heat waves shimmied above a bare coral expanse graded flat and baked hard by the sun.
The east and southern shorelines were natural, fringed with man-groves and congested with debris at the water's edge. Just offshore, a large black barge had been grounded. Tilted at an angle, it was loaded with rusty steel construction members and large pieces of heavy equipment, the nature of which I could only guess.
A row of decrepit fishing boats, propped up on shores, dominated the center of the property. Near the closest of the four derelicts, stood a faded blue Trav-l-lift with several missing wheels and the engine compartment a gaping hole. Abandoned and forgotten, this was clearly the end of the line for those decaying hulks, which further drove home the nature of my own status.
I saw a dust devil spring into life, stir the pale-yellow ashes of someone's dreams of prosperity, and die. It was over ninety degrees but a shiver ran down the middle of my back and gave my shoulders a violent rattle.
We stopped by a large single-story building. Of the layers of painted over names and signs, each a testament to the progression of businesses that had tried to make a go of it, in letters over six feet tall, one word was still partially decipherable: CO M S RY.
Beyond, perhaps half a mile across at its widest lay a deep-water inlet. Beginning in the shadow of a large ice plant at its mouth, the opposite shore was a profusion of boats of all sizes and descriptions filling the docks four-deep, unloading at fish packing plants and taking on supplies from row upon row of warehouses. Everywhere, people were working, money was being spent and made, everything was motion and momentum.
At the narrow end of the watery cul-de-sac, clustered about finger piers, fuel docks, bait shops and marinas, a forest of sailing masts swayed, rigging rapping and tinkling brightly in the wakes of cabin cruisers and speedboats. Brilliant hulls, sparkling brightwork, and pristine pennants radiated a multi-hued psychedelia of wealth and grace. On this side of the inlet a rectangular cove of cracked concrete had been cut into the coral, reinforced here and there with rusty sheets of pleated steel and hung with rotting tires. Moored to the near side, in front of the CO M S RY building sat a sad rust-bucket. ¾ While living on the Mississippi I'd seen plenty, though usually from a comfortably insulated, air-conditioned distance.¾ Having begun life as a steel barge, nearly a hundred feet long, it was maybe a third of that wide. Squatting on the starboard bow, like the skeletal remains of some prehistoric insect, was a scabrous old crane minus its track-driven chassis. A dredging bucket lay open on its side by the base. Further aft, a blocky structure with watertight doors and portholes, was capped by a wheelhouse its roof nearly twenty feet above the deck was a jumble of antennae and spotlights.
A sinking sensation pulled inside of me, like riding an elevator in a tall building, plunging downward, ever downward.
Between the floating disaster and the defunct tank farm sat a huge mound of trash that dwarfed the barge in sheer mass and ugliness. Ragged pieces of boat cabins, sections of hulls, miles of rusty chain, cable, machinery, parts, pieces, and seaweed covered fish traps, sup-ported the half-rotted carcass of a sea-plane, complete with a pair of impact-crushed pontoons and half a wing.
The elevator gathered speed as it passed the sub-basement level.
Everything looked almost as bad and confused as I felt. Since I didn't have many options, anything, even this was better than the nothing I had.
I jumped down from the pickup. Tremors rattled my bones as my knees absorbed the impact. When my internal elevator ride lurched to a stop, a little voice called: ‘Everyone out for Rock Bottom.’
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Each day, I soon learned, began at first light and ended well after sunset with me so totally whipped I could hardly see straight let alone walk. I quickly fell into a love-hate relationship with the job; I loved hating it. But I was determined to show this guy that I was worth something. Thinking back, I guess I was trying to prove it to myself.
The majority of our work seemed to revolve around adding to and whittling away at the huge pile of junk on the dock, which I’d dubbed Mt. Trashmore. We scavenged every kind of wreckage on and under the water then cut down and chopped up everything into usable and saleable parts. Marine and aviation rigging was broken down and sorted into basic components, saving all of the little bits; nuts, bolts, and fasteners in plastic pails. Every bit, no matter how small, exotic, damaged, or obsolete, had value. I sometimes wondered how far down the list of salvaged items my name would appear?
My probation lasted for two weeks; most of that time was spent trying to keep up with a guy who didn't seem to know the meaning of the word ‘tired’. One of Charlie's favorite tricks, when we had finished working on a particular section of Trashmore, was to heft the two oxy-acetylene tanks, in one smooth motion, up onto his shoulders as if they were nothing before moving to the next site. I was the pathetic wretch struggling not to fall behind as I tried to keep the torch and its long loops of double hose from dragging across the ground.
Slowly, days stretched into weeks, gathered momentum and spun into months. Hard work and good food filled out the work clothes Charlie'd found for me—what I'd arrived in he’d deemed only fit for burning. A sensible person—not me—would've stood upwind. I clearly remember the foul taste, burning eyes, racking coughs, and the sound of Charlie's booming laughter, as the remnants of my past went up in flames.
Adapting to the workload, I began missing my vices but quickly learned that alcohol and tobacco had no place in the scheme of things. Charlie'd made a promise, which I learned was to him a sacred bond, that I "...would shape up and fly right come Hell or high water." True to his word he kept me on a pretty tight rein and increased the daily chores proportionately, so that they continued to demand every last bit of strength I could muster. Before long the cravings were gone.
At six months I tipped the scales at a hundred and eighty; in New Orleans I had averaged one-thirty. The brown hair I'd tied back in a long ponytail, was now sun-bleached to copper and gold, and cut hot-weather short. I also noticed that my eyes, previously a smoke and booze tinted red, had deep amber and green irises surrounded by clear sparkling whites, and instead of the pasty green-gray night-crawler pallor the sun had baked my skin to a rich golden bronze. Each day still finished with me dog-tired but I was now keeping pace and Charlie noticed. Despite our size difference—my slender five-eight to his massive six-foot four—the almost twenty-year age difference between us had become a determining factor. More often than not, sweat running from his thick black hair that was generously salted with life, when Charlie called it a day I was still going strong.
I knew that my place on the salvage list had moved up when he included me in the planning phases of our jobs and began teaching me the intricacies of marine salvage. I thrived on each new challenge, and as my experience grew, we began implementing, with increasing frequency, many of my ideas.
New Orleans slipped further into the past.
Over the next two years our mutual respect grew and developed into a friendship the quality of which I'd never before known. There were no ulterior motives only a quiet and genuine liking for each other, strengthened by shared risk and hard work. There wasn't a job we wouldn't tackle from installing piers to raising sunken fishing boats. Once, we salvaged a crashed helicopter far out in the heart of the Gulf of Mexico...but that's another story.
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